Let's see i spent the morning with my mom she called and said she missed me so i went over there and she proceeded to spend the day on the phone. and my aunt's sister had her new baby im gonna see her this weekend i can't wait lol i love babies. i haven't talked to him in a couple days but the next time i see him im gonna try and say something anywyz tho i had better run i have like ten thousand other journals to post in so ya anywyz tho ttfn. - posted by Kandyce @ 8:18 PM Friday, July 16, 2004 i just had the most amazing day of my entire life. - posted by Kandyce @ 11:47 PM Wednesday, July 14, 2004 ok so like my grandma just installed her comp and so ihave internet access so ya for me i thought i was gonna die without a comp for much longer. so im happy now he's the greatest person i have ever had the privilage of knowing and blah blah blah that same old song and dance. my mom says she can't believe it took me so long to realize i was in love with him when she saw the symptoms in me years ago. - posted by Kandyce @ 12:54 PM Tuesday, April 13, 2004 The list April 13, 2004 01:23 PM ok when i was a baby my parents divorced six months after i was born. so ya then my mom and her new husband moved to england. my moms second husband has always been more a dad to me than my biological one. then i moved with my mom to my grandparents her and my stepdad were divorced and i have only spoken to him a half a dozen times since then. my mom got into a new relationship with someone else who turned out to be an abusive and controlling dick. my mom had sobered up and i was so far gone i didn't even know it. once my moms ex bf was arrested and faced several years in prison we were safe to return thus we did. of course she's lying about it but im not stupid i know a drunk person when i see them especially when i know her drunken habits so well from the past. god im so lost i wish people would stop hurting me i wish i was cold and felt nothing i wish i was someone else.
linklinklinklinklinklinklink-ne this how much my lord Jesus loves me. well before my lord my God nothing goes unseen nethier dayor night under the blackets or in the cloest. Forgiveness is my God MERCY is my God LOVE is my GOd Faithfulness is my God HOPE is my GOd OH great god of Heaven how great you are!!!
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link-ne Do you ever have one of those days where you just feel bummed? I am not really sure why, I guess just because I had a bunch of different things on my mind today but I just felt like I was over loaded with things. I guess I don't really have much else to say, except for the fact that working at a daycare, I helped out at my Aunt's daycare today, is the best form of birth control there is!
link I chose then to decide that there was a bright side to this...I had some good pain meds and I couldn't eat. Thank God for root canals (I can say that now that the pain is gone.) You could see how desperate he was, but he couldn't see the beautiful picture behind him hanging on the wallÂa picture of life, beauty, sunshine, and hope. If only he could turn around and see the possibilities...See the actual world, although there's pain, there's hope. During this past week preparing for the surgery, having the 2 root canals, I also found out my husband and I are being audited by the IRS. I've turned around and see the picture behind me, but could easily sit down again at that table and grasp onto that tablecloth, despondent and desperate.
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